I need the darkness, the sweetness, the sadness, the weakness...

[fightingthecage]

I've been out three times this week. And you know what? Things are no different than when I went out when I was eighteen except for two unavoidable points;

1) There are no men in bars over the age of twenty anymore, and

2) I don't really enjoy clubs any more than I used to.

Man. I feel old. And it's one thing going out and having a laugh with your mates and drinking but if there are no dudes that you look at and want to pull...it's just not quite the same, y'know?