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[fightingthecage]

What does IAWTC mean? I think that's the letters in the right order but I'm not sure. I see it around and it always confuses me.

Random SPN musing of the evening: I can't work out if Dean is worried about Sam's abilities and what they mean or if he's jealous, or both. Like - he's the golden boy and always been there for the family and done the job but the psychic stuff is centered on Sam. Sam wants, or wanted, to be normal and Dean never really got that chance and it's Sam thats more inherently involved by this stuff that's going on with him - like he's been chosen. That's got to be weird for Dean, being pushed out onto the periphery. It kinda just makes him the muscle man. Seems like it bothers him to me but also conflicted because he's worried about his brother too. Interesting! This is a cool show.

In other news, I totally forgot it was Saturday. And therefore, totally forgot to do my homework for Monday which means it now wont get done. Blah.

Also, it looks like I'm going to Ireland in the Easter holidays. I've been saying since Evie was born that I'd go over so she could meet her grandfather and other assorted relatives but now...fuck, I really don't want to go. I think its just the thought of organising so much stuff to take and whatnot - impossible to travel light with a baby. But there's also just some kind of visceral I don't want to go feeling going on and I dont know why. Weird. Still, it might not happen - if my father isn't around that week for whatever reason then we wont be going because that's most of the point. Still. Odd. If I do go though, at least I'll get to see the view in this icon every day. Always nice.

Evens says that Steve will be in a mood with me tomorrow. He always used to be after I asked something of him/tried to talk to him before Evie was born. Now I asked him to go on her birth certificate, I bet he's a bitch tomorrow.

Comments

[ashen_key]

I Agree With This Comment

And yay, I like your SPN musing! The relationship between Dean and Sam is just...I love it. It's so wonderfully complicated.

[fightingthecage.livejournal.com]

Awesome, that's been doing my head in, thanks!

It's a cool relationship. It's weird though because at the core it seems very simple - they love each other and would die for each other, no question. but all the surrounding stuff = fucked up. Hence, awesomeness for the viewer. :)

[canadabear.livejournal.com]

What does IAWTC mean?

I agree with this comment.

I am also going to have to remember to come back to these posts when I finally start watching SPN in the summer to see if I agree with you. :)

[fightingthecage.livejournal.com]

Hurrah, thank you! That's been driving me mental.

...damn. Should I cut this stuff? I kind of figured that nothing's a spoiler after two years or whatever it's been but I still dont want to ruin for other newbies like me.

[canadabear.livejournal.com]

Oh, no. No worries about spoilers. Chances are I'll have forgotten by the time summer rolls around. :)