I win at laid back

[fightingthecage]

...although I think the truth is probably that I win at stupid. You see, I have an exam tomorrow afternoon. Pretty damn important one! I specifically asked to be put in for it early because I wanted one out of the way before the summer. So I should be making an effort, yes?

No. I haven't opened a textbook since two weeks before Christmas. I had this evening completely free and I just can't do it. I can't bring myself to open a book.

This is becoming a serious problem, I can't deny it anymore. All I can think about tomorrow is, 'shit, I have to think up another excuse as to why I haven't got my coursework to hand in.' And I'll probably just do what I've been doing for the last three weeks - not turn up, think up a lame excuse and instead of using the skive!time to catch up with work, just get further behind.

Le sigh. The exam - and the English one on Thurdsay - isn't such a big deal because I can do them in the summer with the rest of my class. But my inability to care about them is certainly an issue. How much longer can someone put off passing exams? I fucking want to go to Uni but...oh fuck this, I don't know. I'm so sick of myself its not even funny.